This isn’t goodbye forever, just until 12/13/2012.
Guys, I am so scared.
Some context: You may be tangentially aware that I’m in school. I’m not even that aware because the entire degree has been hilariously easy.
And now it’s like all of the Academic Gods have sought to punish me.
I have spent more hours studying this week than I can ever remember doing for any class, ever. I watched all the lectures, read all of the notes, checked all of the discussion posts, and the highest grade I received, that I worked so HARD for, was a 60%.
I am so scared.
I do have two other classes, but they’re pretty open and shut. There’ll be plenty of work in them, but I get reading and writing papers. This other class…..
SO. That leaves me thinking how much drawing time I’ll have. Well, it took me three and a half hours to answer ten homework questions. I got all of them wrong.
I’M NEVER DRAWING AGAIN.
That’s not true (it just feels very true) but it does mean I can’t be reliable. I was really proud of how on-top of my schedule I got. It’s not a skill that I lost, but now I’ll have to use it to combat the forces of me-failing-school. I have a grand history of being an F student, but for this degree I’ve maintained a 4.0. You better believe that I will not lose that without exhausting every brain-resource that I have.
I’ll check in every now and then with a sketch or two, but it won’t be regular again until 2013. I hate that that’s true, but I’d hate me more if I didn’t try my hardest to win this degree.
As I can’t post without posting a picture, here’s a library sign I made:
No, I don’t know anyone that likes unicorns. And yes, I think that’s hysterical.
I will see you guys on the other side.
Thanks for stopping!